goodmorning sunshines ;) yet another sunny yellow banana day!
its good to sleep until you wake up but yourself. no alarm clock, no mum nagging, no school ,no work.
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im working at clementi botakjones this evening and tomorrow so do drop by if you are free. hehehe. im heading to the library later.so not me right, going to the library when my exams are over lol. im going to accompany someone since ive got nothing better to do.
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so yesterday finally met up with cybil. went down to woodlands to find creature and then we had dinner together, shop around and over to creature's place to get my toe nails done. yellow duckling nails! i like! credits to tst.
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was supposed to go gyming with skinnyass but arghhhhhh. i forgot i had to meet e girls and main reason im pure lazy. anyway, we will be heading there tomorrow noon. i seriously need some work out. my belly is getting biggggggger. i need to stop munching too much snacks at night. belly is scarysxzssxzszxzs.
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went anna's housewarming on sunday afternoon then starawards at night. photos already up on facebook so basically nothing much to talk about hehehe.
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my sister is a bitch. she always try her new facial products n me, im like a geniue pig. but my face cant be any worse lah, so im kinda fine with it HAHAHA. i see my cui hair growinggggggggggggg wheeeahwheeeeeeeeeeeee. so happy
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ermmm.. oh yeah. my sis's workplace needs a admin urgently. im still thinking if i should go for the interview. its 1.6k per month and its only temporary. though it make only be a few months but I HATE OFFICE JOBS. HATE IT TO THE MAXSXXZXZ. so im still considering ,while everyone asked me to go for it as im currently stil waiting for my results. but working there means... no more fun time, no more botakjones, no more no more. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. good thing is, $$$$, get to go online often.. facing the damn photocopying machine and computer every single day. boohoo. life sucks.
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by the way, ive packed my room yesterday. photos above. nice? finally put up all the stuffs i bought from ikea the other day with anna. i need to repaint my room when sis move out this november. what colour this time round???
NANINANIPOOPOOOOOOOO~
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goodbye my love
i understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. and how it can actually ache in places you didnt know you had inside you. and it doesnt matter how much you tried to make yourself busy and not think about it and move on with life, at the end of the day you still goes up to bed and wonder . what actually went wrong and how could this happen? and how in the hell in that brief moment i though that i could be that happy. however long it might takes, you'll go somewhere new. and you'll meet people who make you feel all worthwhile again. and little pieces of your souls will soon be backk. i cant believe i still think of you. not because i still love you. but all the things we use to do, and all the things we used to say its just hard to get over. though non of it is gonna happen...
change is inevitable, adapting to change is inevitable. what you get out of it is the strength you cannot find without the alterations. i wish you are fine by now. no one cant live without anyone. everyone should live for themselves. i promised myself this shall be the last post for you. be happy ;)
with muchmuch love, esther
